it's bad.worse than expected.

it's not the best time of year that i'm going through now.
with trials coming to an end. i felt slightly releaved.
thought i gave my best shoot. tried to but outcome seems to be not as rewarding.
probaly to work hard has a deeper way. a way that i have to start working on.

scary
scary
scary

very much.
at this point, all lot has been on my head.
and the time left isnt something i would be smiling about.