i do or i dont!

dear blog,

my my... what do i say about today? today was quite a long day with sum pretty nice activities...
i woke up at abt 7.48 am today...well its pretty eali fo a skul hol but i prefa it to be tht way so tht il hav longer hours in the clock to maslf. i promised maself sum alone time during the hols which is kinda fulfilled but since im just a human i wanted mre of tht. so abt 11 am i went to the borders at time sqre with ma mum. she went to pedicure whle a had a gud time reading and had a enuf time fo a cup of hot choc and half a poem tht i wrte at the cafe. while i was at the cafe, i overheard a beautiful chinese couple getting all excted abt their marriage. i noe... eastdrpin isnt any gud but they were kinda loud.. so i moved further. whts funny is tht last nite i just watchd a movie abt marriage.. so it kinda got stuck in ma head.. the whole marriage thing. well ths wouldnt cum as surprise to anyone who noes me.. i dnt believe in marriage and the whole "happili eva afta" stuff. i dnt noe y.. but i just thnk its not sumthg fo me.. mayb im too young to actuli evn noe the meaning and al hmm... yea. and the hillarious prt is tht al of em' who noes me alwys tells me tht those who dnt wanna get married will be the first to do so.. hahaha.. thts funny...i mean wat? mayb i wud just to giv it a try.. hehe.. i want a tall, dark, broad chest man. hmm i mean evry gurl has the rite to dream aite..then ma mum bought a wedding magazine coincidently fo ma cousin who's abt to get married... i luked thrgh it.. amazing!! omg the cloths, jewels, deco's, food... wow!! i gt it.. ths is why ppl gt mrried!! rite mum?? and she thot i was nuts! ok myb im but c'mon isnt it at least one of the reasons??? its more than tht.. it lyke two souls becomin one.. shring their lifes, dreams, destination.. bla bla bla.. ok mum!! enuf i gt it!! haaihh no i didnt get it..but i had to stop her..well as for ma parents.. they r a real romantic couple.. myb thts why mum gt all lovey dovey. i dunnoe abt all tht thg mum said but i wud luv to hav a weddin ceromny wth ma dream guy. oh wait! did i just say sumthg?? oh god hve sum mercy on me!! tlkin abt it.. made me wnna do it! ok stop! bac to norm. hmm k.. i dnt wnt to get married! haah happy im me agn! haha haih myb im just faking the whle thing.. myb i wud do it.. if and onli if i find ma dream guy whom is also a must must to be a billionaire. yerp! THTS A MUST! i just dnt noe wt im even crppin' now!! ok i hav a deal.. if i eva gt married il giv U an invatation but if not then i wont. rite now thts a deal! a real crappy one but who cares.
-later-
mwuahh