dear blog,
omg!!! its been long since ive posted ne new blogs... m soo soo solie!! its was kinda a busy weekend.. i must say. tonnes of stuffs to get done with both at home and skool. weell thts a side.. im quite sad tht i had no time fo dancing and even poem writtin' this whole week.. which is no good fo me. well on monday... hmm fogot wht haapen!!! ohya started of with sum horrible public speakin at skool and had a blast catchin up with fens.. afta hols. then tuesday... wednesday...thursday..wow u must be surprised tht i noe days.. but ma point is tht they were all kinda same...tiring, lots of work, exam results and all. but on thursday.. gamma practised fo gemilang song by jac for a super duper last minute perfomance on friday...cant imagine..on friday we had independence day celebration.. students were so clourful in their traditional clothes..weelll as fo me.. i borrowd ivy's cheongsam top.. it was red hot and short.. whch kinda made me uncomfortable to keep pulling up ma pants.. so i changed in a long black top.. which was suppse to be ma so called indian custome...hehe... n abt the last minute perfomence.. it turned out amazing. we had teachers and all students singin along... i cudnt believe tht happend!!! im so proud of gamma.. we gals nailed it!!! and the gamma guys were our bak up singers all the way behind the skylite. haha.. but we had FUN!!! and as i always say thts all counts. then it was saturday!!! ma dad came down wth a surprise gift!! a new mobile... omg!! totalli didnt expct tht..hhuuhuhu kinda excited abt ma new W580!! then headed out fo dinner... at G.E. mall for thai food which is better known as ma family's favourite. aftr tht we tuk a walk at bintang walk. it was so much of fun!! then on sunday,, merdeka day!! we headed to hometwn cause one of ma most irritating cousin bro was abt to engage.. haha.. so we wnt eali to help out wth the deco's and stuuff.. ths engagement was at a temple..afta tht we makn...and i had gud convo's with ma cousin's in seremban whom i rarely see.. afta all tht stuff.. i had to help up wth some clening to do.. and then by the i knew it.. i was in the car heading bac home.. haih one hell of a long story aite ther...and now here i am blogin'.
later
i do or i dont!
dear blog,
my my... what do i say about today? today was quite a long day with sum pretty nice activities...
i woke up at abt 7.48 am today...well its pretty eali fo a skul hol but i prefa it to be tht way so tht il hav longer hours in the clock to maslf. i promised maself sum alone time during the hols which is kinda fulfilled but since im just a human i wanted mre of tht. so abt 11 am i went to the borders at time sqre with ma mum. she went to pedicure whle a had a gud time reading and had a enuf time fo a cup of hot choc and half a poem tht i wrte at the cafe. while i was at the cafe, i overheard a beautiful chinese couple getting all excted abt their marriage. i noe... eastdrpin isnt any gud but they were kinda loud.. so i moved further. whts funny is tht last nite i just watchd a movie abt marriage.. so it kinda got stuck in ma head.. the whole marriage thing. well ths wouldnt cum as surprise to anyone who noes me.. i dnt believe in marriage and the whole "happili eva afta" stuff. i dnt noe y.. but i just thnk its not sumthg fo me.. mayb im too young to actuli evn noe the meaning and al hmm... yea. and the hillarious prt is tht al of em' who noes me alwys tells me tht those who dnt wanna get married will be the first to do so.. hahaha.. thts funny...i mean wat? mayb i wud just to giv it a try.. hehe.. i want a tall, dark, broad chest man. hmm i mean evry gurl has the rite to dream aite..then ma mum bought a wedding magazine coincidently fo ma cousin who's abt to get married... i luked thrgh it.. amazing!! omg the cloths, jewels, deco's, food... wow!! i gt it.. ths is why ppl gt mrried!! rite mum?? and she thot i was nuts! ok myb im but c'mon isnt it at least one of the reasons??? its more than tht.. it lyke two souls becomin one.. shring their lifes, dreams, destination.. bla bla bla.. ok mum!! enuf i gt it!! haaihh no i didnt get it..but i had to stop her..well as for ma parents.. they r a real romantic couple.. myb thts why mum gt all lovey dovey. i dunnoe abt all tht thg mum said but i wud luv to hav a weddin ceromny wth ma dream guy. oh wait! did i just say sumthg?? oh god hve sum mercy on me!! tlkin abt it.. made me wnna do it! ok stop! bac to norm. hmm k.. i dnt wnt to get married! haah happy im me agn! haha haih myb im just faking the whle thing.. myb i wud do it.. if and onli if i find ma dream guy whom is also a must must to be a billionaire. yerp! THTS A MUST! i just dnt noe wt im even crppin' now!! ok i hav a deal.. if i eva gt married il giv U an invatation but if not then i wont. rite now thts a deal! a real crappy one but who cares.
-later-
mwuahh
my my... what do i say about today? today was quite a long day with sum pretty nice activities...
i woke up at abt 7.48 am today...well its pretty eali fo a skul hol but i prefa it to be tht way so tht il hav longer hours in the clock to maslf. i promised maself sum alone time during the hols which is kinda fulfilled but since im just a human i wanted mre of tht. so abt 11 am i went to the borders at time sqre with ma mum. she went to pedicure whle a had a gud time reading and had a enuf time fo a cup of hot choc and half a poem tht i wrte at the cafe. while i was at the cafe, i overheard a beautiful chinese couple getting all excted abt their marriage. i noe... eastdrpin isnt any gud but they were kinda loud.. so i moved further. whts funny is tht last nite i just watchd a movie abt marriage.. so it kinda got stuck in ma head.. the whole marriage thing. well ths wouldnt cum as surprise to anyone who noes me.. i dnt believe in marriage and the whole "happili eva afta" stuff. i dnt noe y.. but i just thnk its not sumthg fo me.. mayb im too young to actuli evn noe the meaning and al hmm... yea. and the hillarious prt is tht al of em' who noes me alwys tells me tht those who dnt wanna get married will be the first to do so.. hahaha.. thts funny...i mean wat? mayb i wud just to giv it a try.. hehe.. i want a tall, dark, broad chest man. hmm i mean evry gurl has the rite to dream aite..then ma mum bought a wedding magazine coincidently fo ma cousin who's abt to get married... i luked thrgh it.. amazing!! omg the cloths, jewels, deco's, food... wow!! i gt it.. ths is why ppl gt mrried!! rite mum?? and she thot i was nuts! ok myb im but c'mon isnt it at least one of the reasons??? its more than tht.. it lyke two souls becomin one.. shring their lifes, dreams, destination.. bla bla bla.. ok mum!! enuf i gt it!! haaihh no i didnt get it..but i had to stop her..well as for ma parents.. they r a real romantic couple.. myb thts why mum gt all lovey dovey. i dunnoe abt all tht thg mum said but i wud luv to hav a weddin ceromny wth ma dream guy. oh wait! did i just say sumthg?? oh god hve sum mercy on me!! tlkin abt it.. made me wnna do it! ok stop! bac to norm. hmm k.. i dnt wnt to get married! haah happy im me agn! haha haih myb im just faking the whle thing.. myb i wud do it.. if and onli if i find ma dream guy whom is also a must must to be a billionaire. yerp! THTS A MUST! i just dnt noe wt im even crppin' now!! ok i hav a deal.. if i eva gt married il giv U an invatation but if not then i wont. rite now thts a deal! a real crappy one but who cares.
-later-
mwuahh
to ma frens
My rhythm to friendship is the beat of your feet
i love the sense of the sound which makes me think of you all around
wherever we meet there is always a wisdom in friendship
that feels the world with encouragement
to be part of our friendship
i love the sense of the sound which makes me think of you all around
wherever we meet there is always a wisdom in friendship
that feels the world with encouragement
to be part of our friendship
some rare frenship
My life is like a movie
I wanna take it
and rewind it
and forget about what's behind it
Sometimes I sit and wonder who designed it
Who took a movie and my life
and combined it
Some people's life is a peace of mind
but not mine
Its so intertwined with people that don't understand
just strictly demand
Then they got the nerve to wanna be your friend
but you're ready to make a stand
On the other hand you wanna fit in
So you raise your chin
and give em a grin
Now you call em your friend
I wanna take it
and rewind it
and forget about what's behind it
Sometimes I sit and wonder who designed it
Who took a movie and my life
and combined it
Some people's life is a peace of mind
but not mine
Its so intertwined with people that don't understand
just strictly demand
Then they got the nerve to wanna be your friend
but you're ready to make a stand
On the other hand you wanna fit in
So you raise your chin
and give em a grin
Now you call em your friend
my view
mysterious, secrective, intersting
carzy yet magical
when not expressed, absolutely heavy
but even to find the words to say
it almost takes a century
lyke a spirit, beautiful one
love that is
carzy yet magical
when not expressed, absolutely heavy
but even to find the words to say
it almost takes a century
lyke a spirit, beautiful one
love that is
will u?
calmness in silence
madness in love
happiness in joy
fun when im happy
excitement in surprise
dictionary when im lost
hug when im crying
rose every valentine
rush every monday morning
smile when im dreaming
tears after a big laugh
calm road when im driving
rain on ma hottest day
second i fall in love
shine in ma memory
sweetness of chocolate
coins when i search in ma pocket
balloon that never flies away
promise thats never forgotten
lie when im in trouble
most awaited call after years
catch when i fall
find when i search
pull when im drowning
correction when i make mistakes
reality when im fantasizing
wishing weel when i have a coin
answer when im questioning
remembrance when i forgot
sunshine to wake me up in the morning
starlight to touch me when im dreaming
shadow when im lonely
tomorrow when ma days r ending
laughter when ma frens surround me
will u me ma man & lover
will u be mine always & foeva
madness in love
happiness in joy
fun when im happy
excitement in surprise
dictionary when im lost
hug when im crying
rose every valentine
rush every monday morning
smile when im dreaming
tears after a big laugh
calm road when im driving
rain on ma hottest day
second i fall in love
shine in ma memory
sweetness of chocolate
coins when i search in ma pocket
balloon that never flies away
promise thats never forgotten
lie when im in trouble
most awaited call after years
catch when i fall
find when i search
pull when im drowning
correction when i make mistakes
reality when im fantasizing
wishing weel when i have a coin
answer when im questioning
remembrance when i forgot
sunshine to wake me up in the morning
starlight to touch me when im dreaming
shadow when im lonely
tomorrow when ma days r ending
laughter when ma frens surround me
will u me ma man & lover
will u be mine always & foeva
single baby!!!
attached men live longer than single men. But attached men are a lot more willing to die.
You can appreciate your independence
You have more time for activities
you are your own boss
You can be spontaneous
You can flirt as you please
you can just be urself with no second thoutsss
You can appreciate your independence
You have more time for activities
you are your own boss
You can be spontaneous
You can flirt as you please
you can just be urself with no second thoutsss
bein' sixteen!!!
dear blog,
life gets rougher as when grow in time..
more worries, stress and responsibilities comes along
which just gives us more reasons to screw up...
haha
ma main worries are exams...
they r just so stressful...
u noe y???/
cause all tht we study just wudnt be the major question tht carries more thn 2 marks...
arggghhhh
tuition school staybacs will just make us have no time even to wax our legs!!!
god!
worst of alll it just feels lyke yesterdy tht skewl has started n now is august!! time flies fo real..
i wish at times tht it wud increadible to get back into mums tummy!!!
everything was safe, nothing felt wrong cause everythin was perfectly rite..
hmmm... while thats apart..
sixteen also means partyyyyyy!!!
i mean hell alot of it...
hahaha...
whoooo!!huu!!!
so i believe as we grow, life gets harder... why wait after alll
i mean lets enjoy life rite on ths very moment...
tomorrow never belongs to us...so y not??
mwahhh
gtg...to hv fun!!! hehe
mwuuaahhh
life gets rougher as when grow in time..
more worries, stress and responsibilities comes along
which just gives us more reasons to screw up...
haha
ma main worries are exams...
they r just so stressful...
u noe y???/
cause all tht we study just wudnt be the major question tht carries more thn 2 marks...
arggghhhh
tuition school staybacs will just make us have no time even to wax our legs!!!
god!
worst of alll it just feels lyke yesterdy tht skewl has started n now is august!! time flies fo real..
i wish at times tht it wud increadible to get back into mums tummy!!!
everything was safe, nothing felt wrong cause everythin was perfectly rite..
hmmm... while thats apart..
sixteen also means partyyyyyy!!!
i mean hell alot of it...
hahaha...
whoooo!!huu!!!
so i believe as we grow, life gets harder... why wait after alll
i mean lets enjoy life rite on ths very moment...
tomorrow never belongs to us...so y not??
mwahhh
gtg...to hv fun!!! hehe
mwuuaahhh
ma sista, my love!!!
i lov lov lov her!!!!
i noe fo a fact no metta wht we hve each others back...and love!!!
mwahhh gal
missin' em
i miss two very important people in ma life at this very point.
fristly, ma dad. he is off to s'pore for a year bussiness contract.
i reli reli reli reli miss ma dad..
its so boring at home without him...
no one to tease, no one to spoil me, to get me apollo cakes 11.30 at nite...
haih... miisssin him
n ma sis @ bestie @ aunty
hahaha...
we get long reli welll and i luv her to bits...
and she is now in UM doin' law...
i relii miss her...
but the gud news is tht they both r actuli not tht far away fom me and ma mobile...
and they will be comin' down real soon!!!
cant wait!!!!
fristly, ma dad. he is off to s'pore for a year bussiness contract.
i reli reli reli reli miss ma dad..
its so boring at home without him...
no one to tease, no one to spoil me, to get me apollo cakes 11.30 at nite...
haih... miisssin him
n ma sis @ bestie @ aunty
hahaha...
we get long reli welll and i luv her to bits...
and she is now in UM doin' law...
i relii miss her...
but the gud news is tht they both r actuli not tht far away fom me and ma mobile...
and they will be comin' down real soon!!!
cant wait!!!!
- ma poem -
A magic moment I remember
I raised my eyes and you were there.
A fleeting vision, the quintessence
Of all that's beautiful and rare.
I pray to mute despair and anguish
To vain pursuits the world esteems,
Long did I near your soothing accents,
Long did your features haunt my dreams.
Time passed- A rebel storm-blast scattered
The reveries that once were mine
And I forgot your soothing accents,
Your features gracefully divine.
In dark days of enforced retirement
I gazed upon grey skies above
With no ideals to inspire me,
No one to cry for, live for, love.
Then came a moment of renaissance,
I looked up- you again are there,
A fleeting vision, the quintessence
Of all that`s beautiful and rare.
I raised my eyes and you were there.
A fleeting vision, the quintessence
Of all that's beautiful and rare.
I pray to mute despair and anguish
To vain pursuits the world esteems,
Long did I near your soothing accents,
Long did your features haunt my dreams.
Time passed- A rebel storm-blast scattered
The reveries that once were mine
And I forgot your soothing accents,
Your features gracefully divine.
In dark days of enforced retirement
I gazed upon grey skies above
With no ideals to inspire me,
No one to cry for, live for, love.
Then came a moment of renaissance,
I looked up- you again are there,
A fleeting vision, the quintessence
Of all that`s beautiful and rare.
cloverss!!! this is fo'yalll
dear pretty and beautiful clovers...
i just wanned to let'yalll noe tht i luv u guys to bits!!!!
fun..fun...fun..
thts all tht i can think off whn im wth u guys...
espclly today was amzing amount of laughter, fun and reall lame jokes but it seems lyke they just metta.
hahaha
to u self claimed blur, late and clumsy gal...
i luv u!!!
hahahaha
without u il probly just get to stressed up!!!
which is no gud fo the clovers org. aite
gal u r pretty and intellegent!!
use'em wisely and most importantly dnt get influenced o confused with others and ur ability which includes ur natural charm!!!
and to my supermodel fen...
u giv me times to cherish and tht works on ma maturity..
i appreciate tht very much..
al those hair dressing, dressin' up and goin' outs were memorable..
thx fo ur coaching on hair curlin and blowin.. kinda helps me!!
hahaha..
i uv U!!!
thx guys!!!
lots of love
mwuuahhh
hugs...
i just wanned to let'yalll noe tht i luv u guys to bits!!!!
fun..fun...fun..
thts all tht i can think off whn im wth u guys...
espclly today was amzing amount of laughter, fun and reall lame jokes but it seems lyke they just metta.
hahaha
to u self claimed blur, late and clumsy gal...
i luv u!!!
hahahaha
without u il probly just get to stressed up!!!
which is no gud fo the clovers org. aite
gal u r pretty and intellegent!!
use'em wisely and most importantly dnt get influenced o confused with others and ur ability which includes ur natural charm!!!
and to my supermodel fen...
u giv me times to cherish and tht works on ma maturity..
i appreciate tht very much..
al those hair dressing, dressin' up and goin' outs were memorable..
thx fo ur coaching on hair curlin and blowin.. kinda helps me!!
hahaha..
i uv U!!!
thx guys!!!
lots of love
mwuuahhh
hugs...
something new!! fo real..=)
something new
something additional to do
something i wanned to do fo a long while and finaallli found the time...
bloggin' tht is!!!
just got done wth exams, i mean there r no actual fulstops to exams... prbly..hmmmm...more lyke a coma,,,,,i wud say...
yeah thot of a blog... whch im startin on nw!!
i tried fensta.... myspace but it seems lyke they just r forgettin to impress me nowadays..
kinda reminds me of how fast time flies... interst changes... n fo a fact tht we cnt deny...life and us seem lyke we ar just bein slaves to our watches.. haih..
aite... thts apart... since im new here..
dnt bullii me aite...hehe
take care guys...
mwaaa
something additional to do
something i wanned to do fo a long while and finaallli found the time...
bloggin' tht is!!!
just got done wth exams, i mean there r no actual fulstops to exams... prbly..hmmmm...more lyke a coma,,,,,i wud say...
yeah thot of a blog... whch im startin on nw!!
i tried fensta.... myspace but it seems lyke they just r forgettin to impress me nowadays..
kinda reminds me of how fast time flies... interst changes... n fo a fact tht we cnt deny...life and us seem lyke we ar just bein slaves to our watches.. haih..
aite... thts apart... since im new here..
dnt bullii me aite...hehe
take care guys...
mwaaa
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