im so xtreamly exicted!!! can u tell?

random

dear blog,

was it wrong? i was plainly just playing around. but it was ma idea aite. maybe i shud have tot abt it 1st. but he didnt mind at all. it was the other ass that shouted. i mean im a girl. u shud treat one with respect. im sorry guys. didnt mean to put yu guys in trouble. i was just fo fun. i swear if that ass was sumwhere my age. i probaly wud have slaped his bloody face. his reli screwed up luking face. i feel reli akward and weird. i feel bad. i feel err reli bad. if it was personal to anyone im sorry. thx yu guys btw. i lyke that we tuk this ok. appreciate it.

aghhh.. i feel so much better.

dear blog,

ther's so much to say!!! yet im soo lazy.. curenti just got done wth a movie- that i despretly wnted to see so much but it just wasnt up to ma expecttns.. ges thts just the way thgs are..lately ive been so crazy.. xms and diwali preparations.. dnt noe hw to handle them.. when one is more tempting than the other..well i have sumthg thts been buging me so long!!!

why dont i have a crush this year???

i had one last year and the year before but not this year!!!!!!!!!!!!
umm errr lets see im reli lazy now,
so i wna go find potential one..
till then,


later

besties fo lyfe!!!

the black and red party

dear blog,
i miss u!!

tagged by zan... its damn long btw!!!!

BASICS

Name: Pavethra Selvarajoo
Middle Name: dnt have one.. but i thk its HOT
Age: 16
Birthday: 23rd Dec. 1992.. the most awited day of the year
Hair Color: black
Eye Color: black
Body Type: pretty curvilicious.. =)
Birthplace: HKL.
Hometown: Seremban and KAjang.. lyke u dnt noe why i got excited typing KAJANG..

FAVORITES

Color: actuli thking abt it,,i dnt one..it pretti much depends on the tone and ma mood
Sport: dancing my way thru nething>is tht counted?? ok then badminton..
Music: pretti much of anythin and everythin especialli randb
Song: u kidding?? how u expct me to chose..its lyke chosing between lots n lots of black guys..solie i cant do tht.
Movie: haih..copy paste fom above!!
Subject In School: mstly alll
Video Game: i dnt do this thing's..=(
Music Artist: i thk ne-yo is hot but his music is pretiii much hotter! =)
Actress: i thk sandra bullock and julia roberts are reli talented...
Actor: no way.. again?? cum on'!
T.V. Show: u serius?? ok fine!! grey's anatomy, one three hill, beyond the break, lipstick jungle, my wife and kids, mtv shows and the OC.
Holiday: cambodia..can anyone pls bring me ther?? ma parents thk its boring..but i luv it..
Ice Cream: baskin robin's chocolate chip is the best!!!
Book: the notebook, the dancer, autograph, reasons, beyond skin deep, time and so much more.
Day or Night: i wud choose nite..bcse of its silence, the breeze and all just makes me calm and its romntic too i mean to sleep..
Season: autumn..and winter =)

FRIENDS AND LIFE

Do you like anyone?of course..ne-yo and mstli gud lukin black guys.. haha im available ppl!!
Which one of your friends acts the most like you? noooo!!! noone..
Who's the loudest?haha u thk???
Who have you known the longest of your friends? hmm.. i thk ivy and sonia.
Who's the shyest?dunnoe.. but definatlii not me!!
Are you close to any family members?of course!! each n everyone of em''
When you cried the most:errrr last yearr..
What's the best feeling in the world: u noe the feelin afta dancing for mre than 3 hours and u feel lyke ur burning and all so sweatiii... yeap thts xtcli what im talkin abt...
Worst Feeling: i met this one guy.. at a funeral.. i was kinda intersted and if im not mistaken tht feelin was kinda mutual..but we ended up just wlking awy..=(

IN A BOY

Hair Color: black!!
Eye Color: a gurl can dream aite??... blue then..
Short or Long Hair: not so long..not so short..
Skinny or Thick: hmm i actuli enjoy hugging thick ppl... nethg actuli as log as he's healthy..
Cute or Sexy: sexxiii
Nice or Mean: nice to me and mean to evri otha person.. possible??.yehh
Quiet or Loud: ummm sumone whom is able to put up with me.. so not quiet!! actuli silence is sexiii...so anythg lah..
Lazy or Playful: neitheir!! i want a man!!

WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON

You touched: me!! just had a bath..
You talked to on the phone: jay
You hugged: MUM!!! =)
You instant messaged: ma cousin
You kissed: ma reflection!!
You yelled at: alya during the sketch practise..m solie =(
Who text messaged you: puvan..
Who broke your heart: him.. tht dumb guy..
Who told you they loved you: ma sista.. i just borrowed ma stff..
Fought: nobody.
You told you loved them: dad!!
Checked Out : umm at pavillion tht day..this black guy..hott!!

HAVE YOU EVER

Fallen for your best friend: nope!!
Made out with JUST a friend: nope.
Kissed two people in the same day: yess..mum and dad
Had sex with two different people in the same day: sounds lyke a whore..no not me!!!
Been rejected: no!!
Been in love: yeah =)
Been used: no way..not in a million years!!
Done something you regret: yeahh!!
Cheated on someone: nopee..
Been called a tease: nopee..
Broke someones heart: I thk soo..=(
Skipped School : u thkkk??! =D
Wanted someone you knew you couldn't have : yeahh.. but i thk i cn if i tried!! =)
Done something embarrassing: im just a gall!!
Used Drugs: medicines onlii!

FINISH EACH SENTENCE:

Let's walk on the: beach just in time for sunset..=)
Let's run through: the ocean with a sport hoes on..=)
Let's look at the: future =)
What a nice: world...onli if we start to appreciate it..
Where did all the: huminity go??
Why can't you: just faalll the one that will neva hurt u??? yesss im talking to u!!!
Silly, little: timeess when it was just u tht i cud thk of..
Tell me: what the future holds...

RANDOM

Your Good Luck Charm: ma confidence..=)
Person You Hate Most: nehh..il just shut up!!
Best Thing That Has Happened: A LOTTT! =)
Who makes you laugh the most: My friendsss! =)
Makes you smile: memories..
Has A Crush On You: u tell me!!
Do You Have A Crush On Someone : noopee...
Do you want kids: no!!!!!!
Ever got your ass kicked: i have kicked sum asses tough!!
Biggest weakness: catss the one creature tht never fails to freak me out...
Do you trust yourself: is ths even a question tht i need to answer??
Do you trust others: Some.
Would you back down to a fight: reasons make up this answer..
Who would you die for: noone!!!

i went head over heels!!

sumthing fom the publisher.

dear blog,

this blog just kinda startd off as a past time during the hols. now, it has become one of the top 20 thins' in ma to do list. i have receive many comments fom fens, family and unkowns abt ma poems and posts. it is very nice of u guys all to actuli drop by to see what i have to say.

as i never relii tuk the tiime, now i wud lyke to say.. thk u all for ur visit here.

feel free to comment espcialli abt ma poems.

since i dnt have a c'box..

u can drop a mail at pave_gdb@hotmail.com

thks! =)

yours truly

later

i just keep wondering...

Why is it that people say they "slept like a baby" when babies wake up every two hours?

If a deaf person has to go to court, is it still called a hearing?

Why do we press harder on a remote control when we know the batteries are flat?

Why do banks charge a fee on "insufficient funds" when they know there is not enough?

Why does someone believe you when you say there are four billion stars, but check when you say the paint is wet?

Why do they use sterilized needles for death by lethal injection?

Why doesn't Tarzan have a beard?

Why does Superman stop bullets with his chest, but ducks when you throw a revolver at him?

Why do Kamikaze pilots wear helmets?

Whose idea was it to put an "S" in the word "lisp"?

What is the speed of darkness?

Are there specially reserved parking spaces for "normal" people at the Special Olympics?

If the temperature is zero outside today and it's going to be twice as cold tomorrow, how cold will it be?

If it's true that we are here to help others, what are the others doing here?

Do married people live longer than single ones or does it only seem longer?

Do you cry under water?

How is it that we put man on the moon before we figured out it would be a good idea to put wheels on luggage?

Why do people pay to go up tall buildings and then put money in binoculars to look at things on the ground?

Did you ever stop and wonder......

Who was the first person to look at a cow and say, "I think I'll squeeze these pink dangly things here, and drink whatever comes out?"

Who was the first person to say, "See that chicken there... I'm gonna eat the next thing that comes outta it's bum."

Why do toasters always have a setting so high that could burn the toast to a horrible crisp, which no decent human being would eat?

Why is there a light in the fridge and not in the freezer?

Why do people point to their wrist when asking for the time, but don't point to their bum when they ask where the bathroom is?

Why does your Obstetrician, Gynaecologist leave the room when you get undressed if they are going to look up there anyway ?

Why does Goofy stand erect while Pluto remains on all fours? They're both dogs !

Can blind people see their dreams? Do they dream ??

If quizzes are quizzical, what are tests? (This one kills me !!!!)

If corn oil is made from corn, and vegetable oil is made from
vegetables, then what is baby oil made from ?

If electricity comes from electrons, does morality come from morons ?

Why do the Alphabet song and Twinkle, Twinkle Little Star have the same tune? Stop singing and read on . . . . . . .. . . .

Do illiterate people get the full effect of Alphabet Soup?

Did you ever notice that when you blow in a dog's face, he gets mad at you, but when you take him on a car ride, he sticks his head out the window?

Does pushing the elevator button more than once make it arrive faster?

law of the garbage truck

last sunday I hopped in a taxi and we took off to starbucks with ma cousin. We were driving in the right lane when suddenly a black car jumped out of aparking space right in front of us. My taxi driver slammed on hisbreaks, skidded, and missed the other car by just inches! The driver ofthe other car whipped his head around and started yelling at us. My taxidriver just smiled and waved at the guy. And I mean, he was reallyfriendly.So I asked, 'Why did you just do that? This guy almost ruined your carand sent us to the hospital!' This is when my taxi driver taught me whatI now call, 'The Law of the Garbage Truck.'He explained that many people are like garbage trucks. They run aroundfull of garbage, full of frustration, full of anger, and full ofdisappointment. As their garbage piles up, they need a place to dump itand sometimes they'll dump it on you. Don't take it personally. Justsmile, wave, wish them well, and move on. Don't take their garbage andspread it to other people at work, at home, or on the streets.The bottom line is that successful people do not let garbage trucks takeover their day. Life's too short to wake up in the morning with regrets,so..... 'Love the people who treat you right. Pray for the ones whodon't.'Life is ten percent what you make it and ninety percent how you take it!

here i am!

dear blog,

firstly i wud i mean i have to apologise fo not posting nething fo sumtime now..i have been reli caught up with many things to be priotised. and i believe this wud be a prefect opportunity to apologise to those whom's textes and mails i have yet to reply.. i promise i will do it soon.. this week feels so rushed and time is running faster by moments.. and i definately dont have time to catch up with everything in lyfe at the moment.. just lyke alya's birthday wish that i have not posted. im sorry alya. =( reli hope that ma gift will make iyt up for that. and guess wat?? guys, im actuli now helping on sum dance coreography fo a group's perfomance soon which was a great opportunity given by my long lost fren.. this mite cum as a surprise fo ma frens as i have not said nething abt this to anyone yet.. i tot i mite just wanna use ma blog wisely..=) btw it was fun yet very tiring..met many new dancers whm i believe had kept me amzed thru out the whole time..

besides tht, nuthing much thts new in lyfe just tht bit of daily routine with additional baggage of fun especialli afta cassie's comeback.. she still owes me stories tht happen fom i thk if im not mistaken day 3 to day 6...im waitin cass!! =) btw im glad u had fun and i hope it was a nice break..and abt the stuff u told me today on the way to ladies at skul.. im so solie and i well i have sumthg to say..i luv u!! it doesnt metta hw long it takes.. but pratise makes prefect. so thke ur time, relax and take it easy..btw babe u have a long way to go and just in case u fogot.. u rock at it.

so a lil summary on how thin's kinda rolled this week... on monday.. umm yeah!! we did not attend ne class b'cause in the morning we were practising the perfomances and it tuk up the whle of the day.. as conclusion it was the roufest day of this year i must say.. but im solie..im not elaborating, bcause its hard to even get ther..but we had fun..as i always say thts all tht counts. tuesady.. weelll HAPPY BDAE ALYA=))))) yeap it was a very special person's bdae.. so we had a blast joinin' in the fun as well..wednsday..well it was ma self decleared private holiday, whch was preetyy actuli a lot worth while with all those catching up with ma sleep and skul stffs.. thursday was lyke a f1 race then came friday tday ended even faster than a roller coster ride..=)

dear blog,

im currentli listening to david archuleta's crush..i strongly recommend this song, its amazing his voice is so fresh and the lyrics will just make u fall fo it a lit more.

listening to this song makes me wanna fall fo sumone so hard and fast.. arr im gettin relii crazy abt this song.. sooo beautifullllllllll!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

amazing composing...

=)

turn on's.

thx dad! fo ths pic..

Beneath
Beneath the moonlit blue

Dream away like fireflies

That soar across the heavens

Like lonesome pin holes in the night

For the sun's not just the one

Beneath the skin the seed of sin

Has hidden the light within your eyes

Compressed the souls of life within your side

Awaken from your slumber

Feel the power of the thunder

As the earth trembles beneath you feet

Have you ever stopped to wonder?

By the light of heavens blue

Would it be right for me and you?

If we could only

Live with hearts so true

ths week in summary

dear blog,

i thk im fallin' in love.. kinda like sumthg very mch.. yerp im talkin abt the whole maturin' and growin' up processes..me and ma lyfe.. its nice. i hav fun everyday at skul.. i mean lots of it.. despites the actual reason why im skulin'.. so as i said i have been havin fun at skul this week.. except fo monday,it was a public hol and wdnesday, self claimed hol. so... ths is hw ma days went.. monday.. wke up late, had bfast late, had shwer late. i had a chance afta a very distanced time to clean up ma room. whch tuk up the whle of ma afternn.. then wnt out fo tea time but i had iced milo (i dnt tke coffee n tea). ther bumped into one of ma long lst fen.. it was so swt of him to approch me. afta all i forgtten him. then afta 5 to 8 mins of memry recovrin', i knew whom he was.. he was ma chldhood fen come neighbr whom shifted years bac. i mst say it was amazing tlkin and all the catchin up!-jaya- thn, tuesdy i gt a gud morng txt fom jaya whch wke me up ealier than mum.. gt to skul and all the usual stffs tuk plce.. gt hme, did h/w..mailed sum stuffs.. and then off to bed.. next mrnin' was the best.. no one at hme.. prnts off to wrk and sista... she went to muzium ngra wth her fens.. so i danced!!! i dnced ma heert out..wow i felt better thn evaa afta tht.. then went to temple fo prayers.. met up wth ma fly members and all.. had lots of chit chatin' thts was fun.. then thursday and tdy whch was kinda same excpt fo the fct tht tdy i felt lazier.. haha.. no one knws wht's hidden behind the word tmr..so il let u noe afta i fnd out..aite??

later

sometimes in life..

well sometimes we just foget the purporse, reason and the answers why we are here? i admit.. im not perfect fo the fact tht im very fussy in life. i have a reason. i want the best fo maself and ppl around me. this is b'cause i thnk i deserve gud things in life. i often get unsatisfied with others.. no metta their character, ideas or choices that they make. but its not lyke i care. u see the problem.. in us humans. we are careless, we just dont care, we just tke the time to care. yeah i wna talk abt CArE. we just take care of our selfs, ppl we love, ppl we lyke and thats it. it just make things sound as if the world revolves arnd us. we often i mean always put urselfs first. i not blaming u ppl.. at all b'cause thts wht i do as well. as i said i have a reason and i bet u do to. but i do thnk that us humans to tke sum time to care abt the humans arnd us, things, enviroment, air, and every single visible and feelable things. u noe y?? because god has nevr gurranteed tht tmr belongs to us.. we have dreams,wishes and ambitions but we just are unsure abt reachin' our destination.. of course positive thinkin cums in now but... i mean i hve a cousin bro whom im not so close to but we did have a outing tht made me know him as a person. on 31 august, he met a terrible accidnt. he was in a car with his friend whom was driving. as they were cumin bac fom genting highlands.. ma bro slept off and so did the driver whom then hit a truck. ma bro is in the hospital with no sense and numbed body while his friend has not even a mark of himself. my bro might become paralysed or return home safely. u think he planned all this? u thk ths is a part of his dream or ambition?
so ppl tmr is never ours.. if u love sumone, let'em noe
care for the ones in need.. and take time off to enjoy the breeze, music and the beat of life.
i wna take tis time to let everyone i noe tht i luv u guys!
and when i say it.. i mean it.

later

ma week

dear blog,

omg!!! its been long since ive posted ne new blogs... m soo soo solie!! its was kinda a busy weekend.. i must say. tonnes of stuffs to get done with both at home and skool. weell thts a side.. im quite sad tht i had no time fo dancing and even poem writtin' this whole week.. which is no good fo me. well on monday... hmm fogot wht haapen!!! ohya started of with sum horrible public speakin at skool and had a blast catchin up with fens.. afta hols. then tuesday... wednesday...thursday..wow u must be surprised tht i noe days.. but ma point is tht they were all kinda same...tiring, lots of work, exam results and all. but on thursday.. gamma practised fo gemilang song by jac for a super duper last minute perfomance on friday...cant imagine..on friday we had independence day celebration.. students were so clourful in their traditional clothes..weelll as fo me.. i borrowd ivy's cheongsam top.. it was red hot and short.. whch kinda made me uncomfortable to keep pulling up ma pants.. so i changed in a long black top.. which was suppse to be ma so called indian custome...hehe... n abt the last minute perfomence.. it turned out amazing. we had teachers and all students singin along... i cudnt believe tht happend!!! im so proud of gamma.. we gals nailed it!!! and the gamma guys were our bak up singers all the way behind the skylite. haha.. but we had FUN!!! and as i always say thts all counts. then it was saturday!!! ma dad came down wth a surprise gift!! a new mobile... omg!! totalli didnt expct tht..hhuuhuhu kinda excited abt ma new W580!! then headed out fo dinner... at G.E. mall for thai food which is better known as ma family's favourite. aftr tht we tuk a walk at bintang walk. it was so much of fun!! then on sunday,, merdeka day!! we headed to hometwn cause one of ma most irritating cousin bro was abt to engage.. haha.. so we wnt eali to help out wth the deco's and stuuff.. ths engagement was at a temple..afta tht we makn...and i had gud convo's with ma cousin's in seremban whom i rarely see.. afta all tht stuff.. i had to help up wth some clening to do.. and then by the i knew it.. i was in the car heading bac home.. haih one hell of a long story aite ther...and now here i am blogin'.

later

i do or i dont!

dear blog,

my my... what do i say about today? today was quite a long day with sum pretty nice activities...
i woke up at abt 7.48 am today...well its pretty eali fo a skul hol but i prefa it to be tht way so tht il hav longer hours in the clock to maslf. i promised maself sum alone time during the hols which is kinda fulfilled but since im just a human i wanted mre of tht. so abt 11 am i went to the borders at time sqre with ma mum. she went to pedicure whle a had a gud time reading and had a enuf time fo a cup of hot choc and half a poem tht i wrte at the cafe. while i was at the cafe, i overheard a beautiful chinese couple getting all excted abt their marriage. i noe... eastdrpin isnt any gud but they were kinda loud.. so i moved further. whts funny is tht last nite i just watchd a movie abt marriage.. so it kinda got stuck in ma head.. the whole marriage thing. well ths wouldnt cum as surprise to anyone who noes me.. i dnt believe in marriage and the whole "happili eva afta" stuff. i dnt noe y.. but i just thnk its not sumthg fo me.. mayb im too young to actuli evn noe the meaning and al hmm... yea. and the hillarious prt is tht al of em' who noes me alwys tells me tht those who dnt wanna get married will be the first to do so.. hahaha.. thts funny...i mean wat? mayb i wud just to giv it a try.. hehe.. i want a tall, dark, broad chest man. hmm i mean evry gurl has the rite to dream aite..then ma mum bought a wedding magazine coincidently fo ma cousin who's abt to get married... i luked thrgh it.. amazing!! omg the cloths, jewels, deco's, food... wow!! i gt it.. ths is why ppl gt mrried!! rite mum?? and she thot i was nuts! ok myb im but c'mon isnt it at least one of the reasons??? its more than tht.. it lyke two souls becomin one.. shring their lifes, dreams, destination.. bla bla bla.. ok mum!! enuf i gt it!! haaihh no i didnt get it..but i had to stop her..well as for ma parents.. they r a real romantic couple.. myb thts why mum gt all lovey dovey. i dunnoe abt all tht thg mum said but i wud luv to hav a weddin ceromny wth ma dream guy. oh wait! did i just say sumthg?? oh god hve sum mercy on me!! tlkin abt it.. made me wnna do it! ok stop! bac to norm. hmm k.. i dnt wnt to get married! haah happy im me agn! haha haih myb im just faking the whle thing.. myb i wud do it.. if and onli if i find ma dream guy whom is also a must must to be a billionaire. yerp! THTS A MUST! i just dnt noe wt im even crppin' now!! ok i hav a deal.. if i eva gt married il giv U an invatation but if not then i wont. rite now thts a deal! a real crappy one but who cares.
-later-
mwuahh

to ma frens

My rhythm to friendship is the beat of your feet
i love the sense of the sound which makes me think of you all around
wherever we meet there is always a wisdom in friendship
that feels the world with encouragement
to be part of our friendship

some rare frenship

My life is like a movie
I wanna take it
and rewind it
and forget about what's behind it
Sometimes I sit and wonder who designed it
Who took a movie and my life
and combined it
Some people's life is a peace of mind
but not mine
Its so intertwined with people that don't understand
just strictly demand
Then they got the nerve to wanna be your friend
but you're ready to make a stand
On the other hand you wanna fit in
So you raise your chin
and give em a grin
Now you call em your friend

my view

mysterious, secrective, intersting
carzy yet magical
when not expressed, absolutely heavy
but even to find the words to say
it almost takes a century
lyke a spirit, beautiful one
love that is

will u?

calmness in silence
madness in love
happiness in joy
fun when im happy
excitement in surprise
dictionary when im lost
hug when im crying
rose every valentine
rush every monday morning
smile when im dreaming
tears after a big laugh
calm road when im driving
rain on ma hottest day
second i fall in love
shine in ma memory
sweetness of chocolate
coins when i search in ma pocket
balloon that never flies away
promise thats never forgotten
lie when im in trouble
most awaited call after years
catch when i fall
find when i search
pull when im drowning
correction when i make mistakes
reality when im fantasizing
wishing weel when i have a coin
answer when im questioning
remembrance when i forgot
sunshine to wake me up in the morning
starlight to touch me when im dreaming
shadow when im lonely
tomorrow when ma days r ending
laughter when ma frens surround me
will u me ma man & lover
will u be mine always & foeva

single baby!!!

attached men live longer than single men. But attached men are a lot more willing to die.

You can appreciate your independence
You have more time for activities
you are your own boss
You can be spontaneous
You can flirt as you please
you can just be urself with no second thoutsss

bein' sixteen!!!

dear blog,

life gets rougher as when grow in time..
more worries, stress and responsibilities comes along
which just gives us more reasons to screw up...
haha
ma main worries are exams...
they r just so stressful...
u noe y???/
cause all tht we study just wudnt be the major question tht carries more thn 2 marks...
arggghhhh
tuition school staybacs will just make us have no time even to wax our legs!!!
god!
worst of alll it just feels lyke yesterdy tht skewl has started n now is august!! time flies fo real..
i wish at times tht it wud increadible to get back into mums tummy!!!
everything was safe, nothing felt wrong cause everythin was perfectly rite..
hmmm... while thats apart..
sixteen also means partyyyyyy!!!
i mean hell alot of it...
hahaha...
whoooo!!huu!!!
so i believe as we grow, life gets harder... why wait after alll
i mean lets enjoy life rite on ths very moment...
tomorrow never belongs to us...so y not??
mwahhh
gtg...to hv fun!!! hehe
mwuuaahhh

ma sista, my love!!!

i lov lov lov her!!!!

i noe fo a fact no metta wht we hve each others back...and love!!!

mwahhh gal

missin' em

i miss two very important people in ma life at this very point.
fristly, ma dad. he is off to s'pore for a year bussiness contract.
i reli reli reli reli miss ma dad..
its so boring at home without him...
no one to tease, no one to spoil me, to get me apollo cakes 11.30 at nite...
haih... miisssin him
n ma sis @ bestie @ aunty
hahaha...
we get long reli welll and i luv her to bits...
and she is now in UM doin' law...
i relii miss her...
but the gud news is tht they both r actuli not tht far away fom me and ma mobile...
and they will be comin' down real soon!!!
cant wait!!!!

- ma poem -

A magic moment I remember
I raised my eyes and you were there.
A fleeting vision, the quintessence
Of all that's beautiful and rare.
I pray to mute despair and anguish
To vain pursuits the world esteems,
Long did I near your soothing accents,
Long did your features haunt my dreams.
Time passed- A rebel storm-blast scattered
The reveries that once were mine
And I forgot your soothing accents,
Your features gracefully divine.
In dark days of enforced retirement
I gazed upon grey skies above
With no ideals to inspire me,
No one to cry for, live for, love.
Then came a moment of renaissance,
I looked up- you again are there,
A fleeting vision, the quintessence
Of all that`s beautiful and rare.

cloverss!!! this is fo'yalll

dear pretty and beautiful clovers...

i just wanned to let'yalll noe tht i luv u guys to bits!!!!
fun..fun...fun..
thts all tht i can think off whn im wth u guys...
espclly today was amzing amount of laughter, fun and reall lame jokes but it seems lyke they just metta.
hahaha
to u self claimed blur, late and clumsy gal...
i luv u!!!
hahahaha
without u il probly just get to stressed up!!!
which is no gud fo the clovers org. aite
gal u r pretty and intellegent!!
use'em wisely and most importantly dnt get influenced o confused with others and ur ability which includes ur natural charm!!!
and to my supermodel fen...
u giv me times to cherish and tht works on ma maturity..
i appreciate tht very much..
al those hair dressing, dressin' up and goin' outs were memorable..
thx fo ur coaching on hair curlin and blowin.. kinda helps me!!
hahaha..
i uv U!!!
thx guys!!!
lots of love
mwuuahhh
hugs...

something new!! fo real..=)

something new
something additional to do
something i wanned to do fo a long while and finaallli found the time...
bloggin' tht is!!!
just got done wth exams, i mean there r no actual fulstops to exams... prbly..hmmmm...more lyke a coma,,,,,i wud say...
yeah thot of a blog... whch im startin on nw!!
i tried fensta.... myspace but it seems lyke they just r forgettin to impress me nowadays..
kinda reminds me of how fast time flies... interst changes... n fo a fact tht we cnt deny...life and us seem lyke we ar just bein slaves to our watches.. haih..
aite... thts apart... since im new here..
dnt bullii me aite...hehe
take care guys...
mwaaa