collection of 5 months of work.

finalli paid off and it feels good.

well it was yesterday's dinner. with my cousins + their gf's and bf's + two newly met friends.
venue: Tamarind Springs and my favourites were Basil Chicken, Duck Omelette, and River Prawn.

to those who celebrates...

Happy Vinayagar Chagruthi !

Take Off..
to launch into flight or to run away..

Each season in life comes and goes like the light of day..

giving us a changing perspective of constant things.

So i sit

i watch

i revel in the moment

then i let it go.

Tomorrow there will be a new sunrise, a new sunset, a new passing day. It will be with me for but a moment then pass me by

..and so life goes on.

travel

one’s destination is never a place, but a new way of seeing things
- henry miller -

ah1n1

Perfect Love

Have you ever met perfection and walked away?

Ever wondered why when you meet someone perfect - all the checkboxes are ticked (smart, witty, gorgeous, great cook, chic, savvy, emotionally mature, kind, sweet) - you just don't fall for him/her?

And you lament where all the good guys/girls are.

Such is the paradox of love and life.

dinner at mamak.

this is just a random day.

Capati, two small vege dishes, soya bean. Not helping to lose weight. Feeling slightly low, lack of omega3 maybe, or sunlight. Great view of klcc tho.

a horrendously charming weekend

some doors are meant to be kept closed. when a chapter is concluded and closed, it is usually wise to not go back and open it. then you painfully discover how unhealed you are. and everything comes crashing down like an enormous avalanche, taking everything with it...

You may write me down in history
With your bitter, twisted lies,
You may trod me in the very dirt
But still, like dust, I'll rise.
-And Still I Rise, Maya Angelou-

I smell a storm coming
and i'm not sure what it means..

Just wondering if...
I'll ever see things the same way again.


Just thinking..
that there are a lot of things that i kinda miss..and feeling a bit sad that all these times and things that i remember may not even have happened the way i think i remember them.

Moments are far too fleeting, far too fragile..

Normality is overrated..
then again so is the extraordinary

"And so it goes, and so it goes

And You're the only one who knows..."

- 'And So It Goes' by Billy Joel

Radio, Play My Favourite Song

You got a fast car
But is it fast enough so we can fly away
We gotta make a decision
We leave tonight or live and die this way
- Fast Car, Tracy Chapman -

I never conquered,
rarely came16 just held such better days,
days when I still felt alive.
- Adam's Song, Blink 182 -

When the day is long and the night,
The night is yours alone
When you're sure you've had enough of this life,
Well hang on.
- Everybody Hurts, REM -

random.random.random.

It's a gorgeous day outside.
I can tell because I'm indoors, looking out the window and watching the world pass by without me.

and it just started raining too.
fyi, its 4.23 am.
and it scares me that im not asleeep yet.

She could change everything about her using colors bold and bright
But all the colors mix together to grey
And it breaks her heart
- Grey Street, Dave Matthews Band -

The best things in life..
are the ones that help you procrastinate doing the worst things in life :)


The slowest minutes and the fastest days
collide and meet in the strangest ways..

Que sera sera
Reasoning won't get you very far
Best look life in the eye
and watch it go by
while reveling in a soliloquy
knowing that whatever will be will be..

:)

Seeing is believing & other non-conclusive truths

It's amazing how the simplest statements
can reveal the greatest truth.

And just like that, it becomes clear. You notice things that were staring you in the face. You look back in retrospect and trace the way things all came together. You see the present and understand it as a culmination of the past and future colliding in the moment, at this time....then nothingness.

Just a clear quiet nothingness. You hold your breath and suddenly you don't need to breathe. Everything seems suspended, numb, but strangely not entirely unpleasant. You can see things now from a distance and in its entirety. It makes sense.I like those moments. Too bad they don't last very long.


I like those moments.

Too bad they don't last very long.You blink and it's over. By the next breath you could have sworn it was never there to begin with. Then you return to wondering what it would be like if you really could see the big picture.

You're back at the begining but it's different somehow. There's a knowing now yet there's still this element of uncertainty - an unpredictability that intrigues us.That's why we do it. We want to know. We never really do in the end yet sometimes, if we're lucky, we get glimpses of truth triggered by accidently moments of honesty... and to some extent, that's enough.

And that's why we do it - to know it's there.

this is the malaysia i know/ live in.

just a random collection of the streets and places in kl. yes, im a malaysian. sometimes proud of it. and mostly just used to it. hoping to make change in it one day.

born to be wild/ the kind of dancer i am.

I am a dancer

No shoes,

no dress,

no spotlight or stage

No colour,

no creed,

nor restriction on age

No jury,

no training,

no cheers,

no leeers

I dance as i feel - no limits,

no fears

I dance in the grass with the wind in my hair

I dance on the pavement -

gray, cold and bare

I dance in the rain and the heat of the sun

I dance when i feel i can no longer run

It's my release, my light and escape

So i dance and i dance till my bare feet break

Then i smile, get up, and dance a while more

For with dance my tomorrows, will be better, i'm sure

A dancer

I am and a dancer

I'll beEven if my dancing is only for me...

:)