. never fell in ♥ .

moved.

2010-01-24T02:46:00.001-08:00

http://pavethra.tumblr.com/
new beginnings with sweet old memories.

2009-12-09T18:54:00.000-08:00

i cant even recall the last time i blogged.
but reading it seemed like a was doomed over spm, but now.
yes, it's done. and so am i.so over it. though i still getting used to the fact that i dont have to stay up studying all night. some part of me that is so used to it misses the moments.
i hope the bEst was what given by everyone.

moving on, went out yesterday. and sara asked me something.
"so, what are you looking for in a guy?"
i said, idk! she replied, "that's why u're so single."
whatever. haha.

i have the whole disgarcefully dirty room of mine ahead of me to clean.
no more excuse. so i better start.
and lots of shopping to do for the holiday season.
so the end of exams seems like a good start for me.
and yeah, job! havent called my potential employee (uncle) yet.
so let's see about that in posts to come.

it's bad.worse than expected.

2009-09-29T06:52:00.000-07:00

it's not the best time of year that i'm going through now.
with trials coming to an end. i felt slightly releaved.
thought i gave my best shoot. tried to but outcome seems to be not as rewarding.
probaly to work hard has a deeper way. a way that i have to start working on.

scary
scary
scary

very much.
at this point, all lot has been on my head.
and the time left isnt something i would be smiling about.

typical.

2009-09-28T23:51:00.000-07:00

i met him last 2 years back.
never spoke, never said hi!
but we always caught looking at each other.
had a dream, last night.
and found him on fb today.

q: should i add him or just ignore the whole thought of doing so.

worth watching. ♥

2009-09-26T19:33:00.000-07:00

We can clearly understand why Kamalhaasan wanted to remake Wednesday in Tamil. Unnaipol Oruvan deals the angry of an ordinary man on terrorist who are all treated as guests even after they killed so many innocents by bomb blasting and by various unwanted elements. Kamalhaasan has not spent time for putting his character name and for searching his opposite star cast. He clearly made the screenplay as we concentrate the core of the film. We are not able to find that Kamalhaasan is an ordinary man and has planned to kill few terrorists by his brilliancy till the climax. We can enjoy the perfection in each and every frame of the film UPO. After starting his day very casually IG Maarar Mohanlal never sit once he came to know his city under threat.Ordinary man who will watch this film can share the tension of the Top Police officials and other Top responsible officials who are involving to protect our people in such situations. As our regular office timing the film starts in the morning and ends by 6 in the evening. UPO has been portrayed very brilliantly. We can enjoy Mohanlal in the evening sunlight with light yellow shades on his face while he is walking on the veranda. Ganesh Ram has done a commando role and he superbly execute his body language. Right from Lakshmi to IIT drop out computer engr, everybody in UPO has done their job excellently. We cannot leave Shruthihaasan's music. The background music was amazingly composed and gave another face to UPO. Such perfect movie is possible only by Kamalhaasan.

one of the cast, hot.hot.hot. ♥

when i find you.

2009-09-26T18:57:00.001-07:00

just had to (:

he said,she said.

2009-09-26T18:54:00.000-07:00

H : You cold?
P : Yea.
H : I hug you?
P : Mmm warm.
H : You so un-warm.
P : Exactly why I have you.
H : You're USING ME?!
P : Shamelessly.
H : PAY TAX NOW!!

lol <3

click!

2009-09-26T18:47:00.001-07:00

http://www.testcolor.com/personalitytest/personalitytest.php

energy.

2009-09-26T18:30:00.000-07:00

Even with an extremely limited knowledge about music and its forms, I would still argue that a definition of folk music must be something approximating a spontaneous harmony of related noises which would be completely jarring by themselves. I like that, because it is broad enough to include any set of noises that makes sense (even if only to a few people) and by forewarning the listener to the possibility of discordant notes, forces her to appreciate harmony when it occurs. Most of all, it is the invitation it holds out to anyone who is willing to join in, which brings out the true folksiness. No compositions, not too much of practice, no set-pieces, the rythyms unfold in some swarm-intelligence-like fashion, each performer taking his cue from the next, twisting and turning, volume and tempo changing with the mood of the performers, or more likely the enthusiasm of the audience.

Paraiyattam is one of the oldest form of music/dance out of Tamil Nadu; spontanity is a given; the original instrument, the parai was very basic; a bit of cowhide stretched over a circular wooden frame. Supposedly, only neem wood is to be used in its making and the frame shouldn't have more than three pieces. Two wooden sticks, one short and thick, the other - preferably of bamboo - long and thin are used to beat on the parai, which is normally hung over the shoulder. It may have originated as a noise-making mechanism used by village night-watchmen to scare wild animals away from fields; but over the centuries the instrument has evolved even while the music remains pretty much the same.

as seen from this picture of a paraiyattam street performance

aamir it is.

2009-09-26T18:11:00.000-07:00

well,yeah look who's blog i've found!
aamir khan it is.my fav of all the 'khans'.
is an Indian film actor, director and producer.
well the best thing (Though nominated many times, Aamir does not attend any Indian film award ceremony as he feels "Indian film awards lack credibility") deserves admiring him.
he said, "For me, the process is more important, more joyful. I would like to have my entire concentration on the process right from the first step."
http://www.aamirkhan.com/blog/

better.

2009-09-26T18:00:00.000-07:00

so who's to worry if our hearts get torn
when that hurt gets thrown
don't you know this life goes on
and won't you kiss me on that midnight street
sweep me off my feet,
singing ain't this life so sweet

this years love had better last
this years love had better last

like we always do :)

letter.

2009-09-26T17:53:00.000-07:00

Yes, I know about Ebola outbreaks in Congo, wars that are still tearing Darfur, and the possibility of the world’s economy blowing, but I think everyone deserves a guiltless session of fine whining every now and then.

And so, as I reclined in my bed pouting myself silly and drowning in wild murmurs of being the unluckiest man on earth, my mom waltzes in with a queer look of sorts. In her hand, she held a white envelope. Grinning away as only a mother can she hands it to me and says “it’s from him~”.Yay.
Don’t you love it when life throws you a surprise?
God, in His impeccable timing decided to drop the letter in today and walla, I’m all better.Thanks dear :)

and i do wonder at times whether is it really him?

jb.

2009-09-22T21:23:00.000-07:00

justin bobby!
my new obession. (well, not exactly though)

....

2009-09-22T20:49:00.000-07:00

hi. just returned home from brunch (breakfast + lunch) at my mum's fren's raya house. food was awsome. all the ketupats and kuah kari.gosh u just cant stop eating.haha. well, besides that i just realised that there no much time left. for everything. ohyea, i watched the hills.the entire season 3.so much drama.and i love justin booby.he's cute and scary in a way.but yeah.he's naughty.and the fashion world is so chaotic.
ahhh..

it's been long since i blogged for real.like about my days.

till again,
pave.

he once said

2009-09-18T17:12:00.000-07:00

The weak can never forgive. Forgiveness is the attribute of the strong.
Mahatma Gandhi

Indian political and spiritual leader (1869 - 1948)

ever after

2009-09-17T18:13:00.000-07:00

“And they lived happily ever after.” Nice to hear. It signifies that all is right at the end, that the rest of their lives are destined to be full and contented.
But what happens after that?

found.

2009-09-17T18:03:00.000-07:00

No, I'm not in love.
I just couldn't sleep

happy, she is!

2009-09-17T17:57:00.000-07:00

kachuuuu !!!!!!!!!!
that nickname is copy right reserved.
well, she is off to klcc in a bit.
while i sit here in fron of my dell
with efiing lots of cleaning up to do.
booo u, kachu.

known for ...

2009-09-17T16:53:00.000-07:00

treasures.

2009-09-17T16:31:00.000-07:00

Kita mencari hanya yang tulen dan jati
sekadar hidup mengerti dan berbudi
dan bumi akan subur,
makmur dan mewah
jika kita bekerja dan berikrar hidup bersama

a samad said

he asked.

2009-09-17T16:01:00.000-07:00

A friend posed a seemingly simple question, which I failed to answer confidently (or actually totally failed to answer), and it got me thinking for a long time (it’s been a week plus).
What are you passionate about?
Now, take a minute to think about it.
Do you have an answer to it?

But first and foremost, what is the definition of passion?
pas⋅sion /ˈpæʃən/ Show Spelled Pronunciation [pash-uhn] –noun

But then again, how into something must you be, before you can declare proudly that you’re passionate about it? Must there be a certain amount of money, time, blood, sweat and tears spent on it, before you can consider it a passion of yours?
I’ve always prided myself to be somewhat of laid back, moderate kind of guy. My motto has always been ‘Try everything once, and then do it again if I like it.‘

204.

2009-09-17T08:15:00.001-07:00

while he sleeps.

2009-09-17T07:47:00.001-07:00

She watches him as he dozes off. She hears his breathing in and out. She sees his chest rising up and down in a steady rhythm. She looks at his face. A wave of tenderness washes over her. And she silently wishes that no misfortune would befall him, and that he would be happy always.

when i looked his way.

2009-09-17T07:45:00.000-07:00

I took the chance to look at his attire. Mr A is dressed in a pink striped tee and a Dockers khaki bermudas. He is wearing a pair of smudged white Crocs.

2009-09-17T07:41:00.000-07:00

writing.

2009-09-17T07:40:00.001-07:00

I wish I have a tool that I could use to transcribe my thoughts onto paper, digital or otherwise, whenever I have a verbiage of thoughts.I've had many things going through my head recently, and sometimes, I would be writing them out in my mind.
But when it comes to writing them out, the energy would have ebbed, the thoughts hazy, and the flow broken and ultimately gone.

empt_.

2009-09-17T07:31:00.000-07:00

What do you say when someone important to you tells you,"My chest is empty."

When those words came to me, my heart caved in a little. Is it coming to an end? However much I prepare myself for it, it is never enough.

How do you juggle between self-preservation and wanting to care for someone?

questions.

2009-09-17T07:28:00.000-07:00

I am reading a science fiction novel that I am increasingly growing interested in.

In a scene, the AI and the protagonist were talking about meaning. That there are 2 kinds of people in the world. One who seeks meaning out of the structures around them. And the other who creates meaning. The one who seeks instead of create would eventually frustrate themselves when the structures no longer provide meaning. The one who creates meaning, I guess, is self-sustaining.

It made me question: am I a seeker or a creator?

lost touch.

2009-09-17T07:24:00.000-07:00

I have not written in a long while. When I re-read what I had written months ago, it made me cringe. It also made me regret that I had chosen to write in my name. But for whatever cringe-worthy emotions and thoughts that I had poured forth, I do not think that I would want to erase them. They remind me of what happened, and that is important when memories are temporal things to me these days.
Many things, once slightly out of reach, have become accessible.And the freedom that I have now is so refreshing and liberating.I wish only that I did this earlier.

ps. i officially have 4 more papers to go.

2009-09-17T05:37:00.000-07:00

it happens, i guess.

2009-09-13T03:49:00.000-07:00

never saw him like that.
for those whom are wondering,
he is fine.

its called aradhana.

2009-09-07T23:57:00.000-07:00

nice show. talented dancers.
it was shot some time back.

calculations.

2009-09-07T23:55:00.000-07:00

fcuk.fcuk.fcuk.
i kept repeating it.
add maths was filled with bull.
god.

crazy random

2009-09-05T22:39:00.000-07:00

Remember, remember,
the 5th of November

i'm so nutsssss.
wait it ryhmes.

found.

2009-09-05T22:32:00.000-07:00

After 2 hours of hair and makeup:
not a bad looking vixen.
In depressing British movie:
snapshots of my own every day.
while searching for coffee:
quaint cafe of solitude.
In long-distance calls:
new levels of guilt, resentment and melancholy.

Blogpost that resonates:I think I'm trying to fail my exams.

thoughts and new templetes.

2009-09-05T20:58:00.000-07:00

Happy the man who has broken the chains which hurt the mind, and has given up worrying, once and for all.
- Ovid -

bird

2009-09-05T03:27:00.000-07:00

A Bird came down the Walk
He did not know I saw
He bit an angle-worm in halves
And ate the fellow, raw.

A Bird came down the Walk

while falling in ..

2009-09-05T03:08:00.001-07:00

She asked if he was mad.
He said yes, mad about you.

triallss!!

2009-09-05T02:52:00.000-07:00

Here we go again. 3.5 hours of reading and mostly writing. This better be the last time. Must not let curved balls send me off tangent again.

Do it Resurrected style - calm, chill, collected, concise and confidently winging it =D

in tuition, while talking with laine and dharr. laine said something that i just had to share.

our children are colour blind, why not just keep them that way -yasmin ahmad-

brilliant.

parachute

2009-08-30T21:21:00.000-07:00

Inflexible thoughts,
obstinate,
resistant,
fall heavy to earth,
untapped resources.
Receptive minds soar with responsive wisdom,
unrestricted parachutes,
successful approach.

Written based on the quote:Minds are like parachutes - they only function when open.- Thomas Dewar

my kind of guy.

2009-08-30T20:51:00.000-07:00

my latest crush can sing!!!!

a kiss.

2009-08-30T20:23:00.000-07:00

Oh my, it’s been a while since I came in here.Yes, it’s rather abandoned, and like most other blogs out there that die quite suddenly, I thought this might too. For a long time I had nothing interesting to confess or blog about (yes, confessions are sometimes made on this little space I call my blog, but in a vague manner).So I left it alone. Not that it mattered of course since I had other problems of my own outside cyberspace, but yes, things are more or less a dependably stable now.

Eyelashes brush your cheeks
As you look down at your feet
I smile and lightly lift your chin
Sun rising above the mountains
Colours blast in the morning sky
Your lips sofly graze my neck
And sweetly whisper in my ear
This moment is just like magic

(wrote this after a long break)

my cousin.

2009-08-26T21:33:00.000-07:00

colours which i have edited.

2009-08-26T12:54:00.001-07:00

more on my flickr site.
http://www.flickr.com/photos/pavethraselvarajoo/?saved=1

why am i so obsessed with..

2009-08-26T10:15:00.000-07:00

iphones?
i want one toooo.
seems like evryone has it, and no!!!, i'm not waiting for my birthday o whatsoever.
:(

kaswini.

2009-08-26T04:57:00.000-07:00

speaking thru pictures.

2009-08-26T02:16:00.001-07:00

my personal favs. (:

collection of 5 months of work.

2009-08-26T01:23:00.000-07:00

finalli paid off and it feels good.

2009-08-24T04:57:00.000-07:00

well it was yesterday's dinner. with my cousins + their gf's and bf's + two newly met friends.
venue: Tamarind Springs and my favourites were Basil Chicken, Duck Omelette, and River Prawn.

to those who celebrates...

2009-08-22T22:02:00.000-07:00

Happy Vinayagar Chagruthi !

2009-08-22T10:46:00.000-07:00

Take Off..
to launch into flight or to run away..

2009-08-22T10:31:00.000-07:00

Each season in life comes and goes like the light of day..

giving us a changing perspective of constant things.

So i sit

i watch

i revel in the moment

then i let it go.

Tomorrow there will be a new sunrise, a new sunset, a new passing day. It will be with me for but a moment then pass me by

..and so life goes on.

travel

2009-08-22T10:17:00.000-07:00

one’s destination is never a place, but a new way of seeing things
- henry miller -

ah1n1

2009-08-22T10:10:00.000-07:00

Perfect Love

2009-08-22T09:52:00.001-07:00

Have you ever met perfection and walked away?

Ever wondered why when you meet someone perfect - all the checkboxes are ticked (smart, witty, gorgeous, great cook, chic, savvy, emotionally mature, kind, sweet) - you just don't fall for him/her?

And you lament where all the good guys/girls are.

Such is the paradox of love and life.

dinner at mamak.

2009-08-22T09:44:00.000-07:00

this is just a random day.

Capati, two small vege dishes, soya bean. Not helping to lose weight. Feeling slightly low, lack of omega3 maybe, or sunlight. Great view of klcc tho.

a horrendously charming weekend

2009-08-20T23:58:00.000-07:00

some doors are meant to be kept closed. when a chapter is concluded and closed, it is usually wise to not go back and open it. then you painfully discover how unhealed you are. and everything comes crashing down like an enormous avalanche, taking everything with it...

2009-08-20T23:49:00.001-07:00

You may write me down in history
With your bitter, twisted lies,
You may trod me in the very dirt
But still, like dust, I'll rise.
-And Still I Rise, Maya Angelou-

2009-08-20T23:04:00.001-07:00

I smell a storm coming
and i'm not sure what it means..

2009-08-20T22:58:00.000-07:00

Just wondering if...
I'll ever see things the same way again.

Just thinking..
that there are a lot of things that i kinda miss..and feeling a bit sad that all these times and things that i remember may not even have happened the way i think i remember them.

Moments are far too fleeting, far too fragile..

2009-08-20T22:50:00.000-07:00

Normality is overrated..
then again so is the extraordinary

"And so it goes, and so it goes

And You're the only one who knows..."

- 'And So It Goes' by Billy Joel

2009-08-20T13:34:00.000-07:00

Radio, Play My Favourite Song

You got a fast car
But is it fast enough so we can fly away
We gotta make a decision
We leave tonight or live and die this way
- Fast Car, Tracy Chapman -

I never conquered,
rarely came16 just held such better days,
days when I still felt alive.
- Adam's Song, Blink 182 -

When the day is long and the night,
The night is yours alone
When you're sure you've had enough of this life,
Well hang on.
- Everybody Hurts, REM -

2009-08-20T13:22:00.000-07:00

random.random.random.

It's a gorgeous day outside.
I can tell because I'm indoors, looking out the window and watching the world pass by without me.

and it just started raining too.
fyi, its 4.23 am.
and it scares me that im not asleeep yet.

She could change everything about her using colors bold and bright
But all the colors mix together to grey
And it breaks her heart
- Grey Street, Dave Matthews Band -

2009-08-20T13:03:00.000-07:00

The best things in life..
are the ones that help you procrastinate doing the worst things in life :)

The slowest minutes and the fastest days
collide and meet in the strangest ways..

Que sera sera
Reasoning won't get you very far
Best look life in the eye
and watch it go by
while reveling in a soliloquy
knowing that whatever will be will be..

:)

Seeing is believing & other non-conclusive truths

2009-08-20T12:47:00.000-07:00

It's amazing how the simplest statements
can reveal the greatest truth.

And just like that, it becomes clear. You notice things that were staring you in the face. You look back in retrospect and trace the way things all came together. You see the present and understand it as a culmination of the past and future colliding in the moment, at this time....then nothingness.

Just a clear quiet nothingness. You hold your breath and suddenly you don't need to breathe. Everything seems suspended, numb, but strangely not entirely unpleasant. You can see things now from a distance and in its entirety. It makes sense.I like those moments. Too bad they don't last very long.

I like those moments.

Too bad they don't last very long.You blink and it's over. By the next breath you could have sworn it was never there to begin with. Then you return to wondering what it would be like if you really could see the big picture.

You're back at the begining but it's different somehow. There's a knowing now yet there's still this element of uncertainty - an unpredictability that intrigues us.That's why we do it. We want to know. We never really do in the end yet sometimes, if we're lucky, we get glimpses of truth triggered by accidently moments of honesty... and to some extent, that's enough.

And that's why we do it - to know it's there.

this is the malaysia i know/ live in.

2009-08-20T12:15:00.000-07:00

just a random collection of the streets and places in kl. yes, im a malaysian. sometimes proud of it. and mostly just used to it. hoping to make change in it one day.

born to be wild/ the kind of dancer i am.

2009-08-20T10:36:00.000-07:00

I am a dancer

No shoes,

no dress,

no spotlight or stage

No colour,

no creed,

nor restriction on age

No jury,

no training,

no cheers,

no leeers

I dance as i feel - no limits,

no fears

I dance in the grass with the wind in my hair

I dance on the pavement -

gray, cold and bare

I dance in the rain and the heat of the sun

I dance when i feel i can no longer run

It's my release, my light and escape

So i dance and i dance till my bare feet break

Then i smile, get up, and dance a while more

For with dance my tomorrows, will be better, i'm sure

A dancer

I am and a dancer

I'll beEven if my dancing is only for me...

i dont have a title for the random post.

2009-08-17T20:47:00.000-07:00

it's a tuesday.11.53 am. and just 12 efing days away from trials.
suppose to be doing my perdagangan just when i realised i still have my sej form 4 to go.
i cant think of a reason to stop except for the fact that i rather sleep.

this post has all the potential of being my last one of this month and maybe the next.
i have to stay away though i reli enjoy it.

this are the moments u just want to be 16 again.

just some random pics while i was bored past two days.

just when i meant it the most, u thought i was lying.

going out and am sick.

2009-08-07T00:09:00.000-07:00

where?..klang, with?...family, why?... dont know.
sick?..yes kinda actuali, why?..too much of milo ais.

aite will update soon.and now if u'd excuse me, i have to get dressed.

Juliet, when we made love, you used to cry.

2009-08-05T23:20:00.000-07:00

A love struck Romeo,
sings the streets a serenade
Laying everybody low with a love song that he made
Find a streetlight, steps out of the shade
Says something like, "You and me, babe, how about it?"
Juliet says,
"Hey, it's Romeo, you nearly gave me a heart attack"
He's underneath the window, she's singing
Hey, la, my boyfriend's back"
You shouldn't come around here, singing up at people like that
Anyway what you gonna do about it?
"Romeo & Juliet"by Dire Straits

old fashioned

2009-08-05T22:49:00.000-07:00

Driving in the rain to the hospital
quiet aches intense.
What at once just seemed the impossible
now makes perfect sense.
We held hands to face the uncomfortable cold and lonely room.
Magazines and empty distractions
barely got us through.
-Mistakes We Knew We Were Making
Artist(Band):Mae

is there in kuala lumpur...

2009-08-05T22:45:00.000-07:00

...a clean,
good place
with great music(70s, 80s, rock n roll),
where you can dance the night away?

tired with a capital T

2009-08-05T22:41:00.000-07:00

Wash. Rinse. Dry. Repeat.
And the cycle repeats itself.

If I am not making real difference, I should not be there at all.

just wanted to share, yet again.

2009-08-05T22:32:00.000-07:00

vasanthy veerasamy

2009-08-05T22:23:00.001-07:00

How did you find the energy,
Mom
To do all the things you did,
To be teacher, nurse and counselor
To me, when I was a kid.
How did you do it all,
Mom,Be a chauffeur, cook and friend,
Yet find time to be a playmate,
I just can’t comprehend.
I see now it was love, Mom
That made you come whenever I'd call,
Your inexhaustible love, Mom
And I thank you for it all.
By Joanna Fuchs mum and my grand-uncle.(mum always refers to him as her 2nd dad).
they get along so well.

kaswini selvarajoo

2009-08-05T22:12:00.000-07:00

I still remember vividly when you used to crawl up to me when I was asleep and start pulling my hair and my ears and my nose. Everyone showered so much attention on you, and even I couldn’t resist teasing you just to see how you would react. Of course, we were young back then, and we lived simpler lives, oblivious and carefree to the ways of the world.
Times have changed. We grew up, we started knowing things, our innocence were lost.
Yet, all that knowledge and reasoning still couldn’t stop me from trying to shout reason into the ears of this stubborn, loud, beautiful young lady that is my sister.

you can also find her at http://www.kaswiniselvarajoo.blogspot.com/

“Experience is the name every one gives to their mistakes.”

2009-08-05T21:57:00.000-07:00

i watched seven pounds yesterday.
dont judge me, ok?
it was amazing, so moving
just when i realized, i was tearing already.

impressing.

2009-08-05T21:50:00.000-07:00

well speaking of impressing
he is a hot bitch.
and had failed to impress me
and im guessing so did i

I can't understand why people are frightened of new ideas. I'm frightened of the old ones.

2009-08-05T03:49:00.000-07:00

ohw well. updates.
yes derek made it to my place and fullfilled my favour.
i owe u lunch.ok?

so after the meeting i took off to starbucks while waiting for dad and sis to pick me home.
and here are some pics i took while waiting.

and oh yea. also went to british india.

and secretly took a couple of shots there.

that's mostly what happened.and if u'd excuse me, my sis wants to go check her facebook.

144th post.

2009-08-04T22:29:00.001-07:00

ok.
im waiting for derek.
off to g.e. mall
hopefully im looking impressive, wanting to impress someone.
shsssshh. dont tell'em.

will update u soon.

On Rotation: The Wallflowers - How Good It Can Get

2009-08-04T19:33:00.000-07:00

I'm driving through the desert,
I met a man
Who told me of his crazy plan,
He'd been walking there,
for 20 days
He was going to walk on for 20 more
Said, how about a drink or a bite to eat?
He said, no, my faith is all I need
So then, save me
Save me Mister walking man
If you can

- Dave Matthews, Save Me -

lee chun lam

2009-08-04T18:52:00.000-07:00

haha. derek.
i have something to say about him.
1. he is a nice, helping but always retarded guy.

i got a text from kim saying prom meeting is on 5/8/09 at 3 in great eastern mall.
so i showed it to my mum.
she said she wont be able to fetch me there.
pave, i have a appoinment. sorry, hun.

ting!!!

i had an idea. i texted derek. he said SURE.
so the dead o alive day is today.

if u dont hear from me again, you know whom to find.

btw,

goood morning

selamat pagi

kalai vanakam

Zhao shang hao

so if u'd excuse me, i need to go brush my teeth.

i am what i am

2009-08-04T12:22:00.000-07:00

I don't want to be anything other than what
I've been trying to be lately
All I have to do is think of me and have peace of mind
I'm tired of looking 'round rooms wondering what
I gotta do
Or who I'm supposed to be
I don't want to be anything other than me
- Gavin DeGraw, 'I Don't Wanna Be' -

no, its not mine.

2009-08-04T12:15:00.000-07:00

There Is No Spoon

2009-08-04T12:11:00.000-07:00

Example
A butterfly flew between the cars.
Marie Jose said:
it must be Chuang Tzu,
on a tour of New York.
But the butterfly
didn't know it was a butterfly
dreaming it was
Chuang Tzuor Chuang Tzu
dreaming he was a butterfly.
The butterfly never wondered:
it flew. -Octavio Paz,
translated by Elliot Weinberger-

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It's been one of those days, months, weeks, hours; I really can't tell, time is merging like molten glass. Monday rolling into Saturday rolling into Thursday. Minutes passing so slowly that they're almost tangible.If you could touch time, I think it would feel like melted chocolate.Have you ever felt like you're trapped in a time warp, each day exactly like the day before and a bland prediction for the day after? SSDD: Same Shit, Different Day. The instant you acknowledge this, you mind starts to entertain philosophical questions simply out of boredom and a desperate cry for meaning.

****************
I've always wondered about the mad characters in quaint little pseudo-art movies, the ones with eyes like rabid raccoons and walk around in mod clothes, sprouting poetry to street gutters. Then I realized that if you adopt slightly abnormal sleeping patterns, gobble down some cheese and mild traces of alcohol directly before you fall asleep, and minimize human contact, you turn into one those people yourself.
See, you can't understand a single thing I'm saying already.

****************
Staying up till 3 am everyday for one and a half weeks wondering about all this can't be very healthy. I can't remember all my dreams, but I know I have them because for I wake up feeling more tired than when I went to bed.And for all my trippy thoughts, I still haven't finished Romeo's poem.

Now, if you'd excuse me, I have to go change into my pj's.

And Since I'm In My Moods Again...

2009-08-04T12:07:00.000-07:00

I want to go somewhere. Take a drive, watch the streetlights glitter on trees, maybe scream at the stars while I'm at it.

I want to be at a concert. Feel the electric air and the mass hypnosis of magic chords, wondering how alive my thoughts are.

I want to get soaked in the rain. Taste a lover's lips, shiver in the cold, perhaps jump in a puddle or two for the sake of it.

I want to sit outside in hazy darkness. Chocolate ice-cream in bowls and arguments about God, while the midnight DJ mumbles his cues.

I want milo ais.

missing

2009-08-04T12:05:00.000-07:00

Though you're not quite sure why, people are drawn to you like moths to a flame.

You really are too cool for words.

chasing down the days

2009-08-04T12:01:00.000-07:00

i'm still wrapped in that bubble of surrealism -
there's no way i expected to be here, getting so attached to the people in my life now, doing the things i do.

sounds corny, but it's not just in my head anymore; everything i want to do is out here, i'm living them out. struggling, surviving, always a step closer.

someone asked me the other day how i manage, juggling everything.
i can't. something's got to give.so it has.

seems like a bad time to quit then.

facts about falling in love.

2009-08-04T11:47:00.000-07:00

as for my opinions are concerned,

We are meant to live a life of love. However, no matter how successful some are in other aspects of their lives, they don't feel it's realistic to have the same success in love.
But being in love is the most realistic thing you can do. It energizes your life, fills you with positivity, creates generosity and makes every moment beautiful. The body heals the heart is happy. The real question is, why aren't we in love all the time? What keeps it away?

have you googled yourself?

2009-08-04T11:42:00.000-07:00

well i did.
and here are the results.

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gpcc

2009-08-04T09:27:00.000-07:00

so, well as usual we had subash today. yess, until 12. but the tiring part is that it started at 4.30.
yess, lots of fun, laughter and fair bit of drama.pics!!. yes.

1st'ly meet JUN.

the cutest and world known copy-cat.

2nd'ly meet SAM.

he is suppose to be my boyfriend until i met JUN.

haha. i love him for his mathematical brain.

well this is DHARR. that scary faced perfect.

but trust me u dont want to see her other side.

ok if u thought that was bad.

see this.

well that is just DHARR.

one of my longest friend.

and though she tries very hard she has never succeed

shuting me up.

ok maybe not all the times.

i heart her.

meet PIRIYA.

my very own PIRING.

she is cute.

*clearing my throat*

as for this coming pics.

ONLY.

this is the real her.

always bugging me o saundary.

haih.

i heart her.

she secretly crushes on my pony tail.

look.

piriya is giving THE LOOK to saundary.

syok sendiri.

meet SAUNDARY.

everyone in subash hearts her.

she is just very saundary.

lol.

we rock gpcc. lol.

world mosaic.

2009-08-02T19:40:00.001-07:00

shame on you, starbucks!

2009-08-02T19:10:00.001-07:00

name sounds familiar??

...................

here, have a closer look

.......

launches.

2009-08-02T18:47:00.001-07:00

car launching.

now, lorry launching

question time!!!

2009-08-02T18:36:00.000-07:00

A question for all,

is a Shower with someone special

Hotter than a Hot Shower???

wat's laughing??

2009-08-02T18:31:00.000-07:00

Laughing is a celebration of the good, and it's also how we deal with the bad. Laughing, like crying, is a good way of eliminating toxins from the body. Since the mind and body are connected, you use an amazing amount of muscles when you laugh."

2009-08-02T18:21:00.000-07:00

Dear manic Monday,
Good morning!!!

I haves plans today and hopefully they go well.

simply well put together.

2009-08-02T02:37:00.000-07:00

Maalai naeram,
mazhai thoorum kaalam,
En jannal oram nirkiraen…
Neeyum naanum,
oru porvai kullae,
Siru maegam polae…mithakkiraen…
Odum kaalanggal,
udalodum ninaivugal,
Vazhi maarum payananggal,
thodargirathae….
Ithuthaan vaazhkaiyaa?,
oru thunaithaan thaevaiyaa?…
Manam yaeno ennaiyae, kaetkirathae…
Oh..Kaadhal ingae oyinthanthu,
Kavithai ondru mudinthathu,
Thaedum pothae thulainthathu anbae….
Ithu sogam aanaal oru sugam,
Nenjin ullae paravidum,
Naam pazhagiya kaalam paravasam anbae…
Idham tharumae…….
Un karam korkaiyil ninaivu oraayiram,
En iru karam pirigaiyil ninaivu nooraayiram,
Kaadhalil vizhuntha idhayam meetkamudiyaathathu,
Kanavil thulaintha nijanggal meendum kidaikaathathu,
Oru kaalaiyil nee illai, thaedavum manam varavillai,
Virinthathum purinthathu, naan enna ilanthaenadaa…Oho..
Kaadhal ingae oyinthanthu,
Kavithai ondru mudinthathu,
Thaedum pothae thulainthathu anbae….
Ithu sogam aanaal oru sugam,
Nenjin ullae paravidum,
Naam pazhagiya kaalam paravasam anbae…eheIdham tharumae…….
Oru murai vaasalil,
neeyaai vanthaal enna,
Naan kaetkavae,
thuditthidum vaarthai sonnaal enna,
Iru manam saergayil pizhaigal,
porutthukondaal enna,
Iru thisai paravaigal inainthu,
vinnil sendraal enna,
En thaedalgal neeyillai,
un kanavugal naanillai,
Iru vizhi paarvaiyil,
naam urugi nindraal enna…

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kSjgxbcLhYY

wanted to share.

2009-08-02T02:29:00.001-07:00

its a must watch.

2009-08-02T02:00:00.001-07:00

isnt he cute??? at least watch the movie for him and yess, his perfomance!

A talent search competition has matched two hearts - that of Melur, a Malay-mixed girl and an Indian male student, Mahesh. Melur, with her melodious voice, singing whilst playing the piano is one of the seven finalists of the Talentime competition of her school organised by Cikgu Adibah. Likewise Hafiz, enthralling with his vocalist talent while playing the guitar, dividing his time between school and mother, who is hospitalised for brain tumor.It all started after Mahesh, amongst the students assigned to get the finalists to school for practice, delivered the notice of successful audition to Melur's house. His handsome looks attracted the girl. Early on of their relationship, tragedy struck Mahesh's family when his uncle Ganesh who had been the care-taker of the family since the loss of Mahesh's father, was stabbed to death on his wedding day. Melur thinking that Mahesh's silence was due to his grief over the tragedy became furious when she was continuously ignored. She regretted it however after Hafez revealed Mahesh's situation.That changed Melur's perception of Mahesh. Likewise Mahesh, who grew comfortable with the presence of the girl who often quotes beautiful poetry. Mahesh, realizing that the relationship will be opposed, kept it hidden from his mother,still grieving over the death of Ganesh. Alas, the secret was exposed and Mahesh was assaulted before Melur's very eyes. Just a day before the competition, is Melur resilient enough to sing the poetic lyrics of her song when her heart is tormented by the thoughts of Mahesh? What about Mahesh who has found his first love? On Talentime night, everything unfolds.