brand new day.

Rest your head and close your eyes
Everything will be okay
For when you wake with the sweet sunrise
It will be a brand new day
Turn down the lights and pull me close
Feel only the beating of our hearts as we lay
For when you wake with the soft morning breeze
It will be a brand new day
Relax your body and caress my soft hair
Let all of life's worries melt away
For when you wake with the warm summer scent
It will be a brand new day
Fall fast asleep and dream with me
Whisper "I love you, I'm here to stay"
For when we wake in each other's arms
It will be a brand new day

shy.

yea.
im feeling gud today.
mayb bcause im skippin skul tmr.
i dunnoe.
but yea.
im feeling this kind of shyness too.
stress can result in the funniest ways.
yet. im happy.

p.s. for many more happy dayss to come
;)

zero.

hmm. this is wht we are used to.

but today.

sumthg i never did.

i believe my frens too.

cleaning up bilik pameran.

ohwk.

wht we did wasnt avarage cleaning.

it was scrubing with thinner.

scrubers.

useless sponges and discusting mops.

and it was fun.

p.s. we are not zero.

luck

at this point thats all i need.

lots of luck.

and determination.

to get me thru.

my life.

which has equal shares of up and down.

hope to cope well.

in life.

p.s. mr.luck, wherever u r, come find me.

;)

talking scholarships.

yes.

my mum.

she said she knows ppl from maxis, telekoms and astro.

her friends.ppl who would sponsor me.

if i were to do well.

and im planning on mass comm.

and marketing.

more to bussiness.

she is fine with any of my decisions.

so is dad.

hmm.

nice.

adds the already added pressure.

ps. wishing myself luck.

have u?

i keep wondering who's my first.

what kind of relationship wiill we have.

how hard would i fall for him.

where will i first see him.

how he looks.

thinking abt this just makes me

;)

p.s. have u?

too much to handle

yea.

just too much.

exams. one after the other.

and tht lady.

hahha.

i made a conclusion.

she is a born idiot.

onli she can do all the idioitic stuff.

well.

besides tht, nthg much.

im happy.just fine

p.s. try listening to Jay Sean- Eyes on you.

-nice song.

fake.

yes.
yu.
i find yu to be very fake.
so freaking stay away.
just bcause im smiling and being nice
doesnt mean i like yu.
fake.
annoying.
yea yu.
very.
trying so hard to walk away.
but ur voice.
its so loud.
i keep hearing u and ur annoyingness.
lame.

tangled up.

in you.

im open

ur closed.

Out of the doubt that fills your mind

You and I collide

till i find u.

the better part.

everyone come in pairs.
everyone has a reason.
everyone is looking for special things.
its not easy.
though it looks like that.
it happened once.
my heart broke.
not evenlly.
i patched it up.
then i realised that its goin to repeat itself.

i should walk away.

but
im still standing.
hoping for the better part.
the better side.
the better version.

idk.
till then i like it this way.

tada.

=)

dear cass,

get well soon.

very well put together.

I hope that the days come easy and the moments pass slow
And each road leads you where you want to go
And if you're faced with a choice, and you have to choose
I hope you choose the one that means the most to you
And if one door opens to another door closed
I hope you keep on walkin' till you find the window
If it's cold outside
show the world the warmth of your smile
But more than anything, more than anything
My wish
for you
is that this life becomes all that you want it to
Your dreams stay big
and your worries stay small
You never need to carry more than you can hold
And while you're out there getting where you're getting to
I hope you know somebody loves you
and wants the same things too
I hope you never look back
but ya never forget
All the ones who love you
in the place you left
I hope you always forgive
and you never regret
And you help somebody every chance you get
you find God's grace
in every mistake
And you always give more than you take.

5 Beta

pretty messed up.

yea. thts just how i feel rite now.
messed up.
tired.
being 17 is not all that fun.
afteralll.
it kinda starts to stink.

ps. wishing myself luck.

iu day.

ps. awsome.

my bestie.

dear cass.

i have sumthing to shout out.

so loud hoping the whole world will hear.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!.

ps. i lurve u.

i demand heels.

i got a dress.

now i need shoes.

and this time sky-high heels.

black heels.

=)

papa is coming down.

smiles.

wonderful.

yes. u are my dear.

yesterday me and cass had a video call.

fun.funny.fun.

so to pass time we decided to take a test on facebook.

since she doesnt have one.

i had to read the questions and options.

the test she took that i tooootally aggreed with was.

what word best describes u.

the answer was.

wonderful.

p.s. alya wasnt ther due to her 1950's dress search.wish u were.=)

just remember how the telephones work in the both way.

you can stand under my umbrella.

awsome.

- Hi, I'm Mr. Right. Someone said you were looking for me?
- From A to Z all that really matters is U and I.
- Did the sun come out or did you just smile at me?
- Do you know, your hair and my pillow are perfectly color coordinated
- I’m new in town. Could you give me directions to your apartment?
- Do you know what would look good on you? Me.
- You remind me of my next boyfriend!!!
- Damn you're so sexy u made me forget my pick up line

i picked blue.

it is highly accepted among males
It symbolizes trust, loyalty, wisdom, confidence, intelligence, faith, truth, and heaven.
strongly associated with tranquility and calmness.

I'm keeping it quiet for now, i hope you don't mind.

p.s. i just have so much that i want u to know.

for u.

dear u,

u just slowly took ur steps into me.
ur existance didnt quite wake me up
until these past few weeks
i just wanted to say thx
because im a lot happier
though u dint do much
i think its best kept this way

missing HIM

p.s. i miss u.

sunday.

9.30
blogged!

8.45

had breakfast

8.15

woke up

say ok.

When you're close I don't breathe

I can't find the words to speak

Will you try to make me feel better?

Will you say alright?

Will you say ok?

Will you stick with me through whatever?

Or run away

i noe part II.

hey i think now there is a chance after hearing some stuffs.

as wat britney said.

there only to type of guys in the world.

i) ones that are scared of me

ii) ones that can hang with me

so baby, i hope u came prepared.

=)

1950's.

i think i found ma custome.

it was from CUSTOMES EMPIRE.

lot 10, 1st floor, Wisma Central

Jalan Ampang.

right next to Nasi KAndar Pelita.

03- 21643698

019-3000711

broken.

Not a million fights
Could make me hate you
It’s in your eyes
Is it broken?
Can we work it out?
Let’s light up the town, scream out loud!
Is it broken?
I can see in your eyes
Don’t look away.
And time
Is all I ask for
I just need one more day

i noe.

yes. i noe it sounds so unreasonable.
im not giving up yet.
i just cant unlike u.
its too late.
i have given enough. its ur time to return them.



ps. i still have a crush on u.

yes. i do.

never give me false hope ever again.

today was not so good.